Okay that makes sense.

For me I got the sense you really like read Churchill's book so I figured you may have meant him

I don't remember how old you are or if you are keeping that information private

But do you think that with the online trans stuff would it have possibly influence yourself to transition

I do wonder if people's on the artistic spectrum or people who have or have suffered with forms of mental illness

Would have transitioned

For me I dated a woman whose on the artistic spectrum I didn't know this until a lot later but she came out as non-binary

I do wonder if there is a correlation or if it's the case of the modern world making people sick