You give me visions of yourself having a cup of hot chocolate or coffee sitting at windowsill looking out at the work
In a snooky or blanket watching the world and the rain
Also it's a good thing that you are married you can just go and ask your husband to go on a romantic walk or picnic
Or to look deeply into your eyes with out laughing or going bazide
On a more serious not I would imagine you are very lucky to not be along and to have a husband
With dating it's like you have taken that last chopper out of Saigon
Please take care and I wish you good fortune in love, writing and in life